my s0-called Lyf...

tell him/her u love them b4 its too late..

2005-03-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park
doing
nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
their friends are having fun with their beloved
half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend
now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the only person who isn't with a date now. (both
sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my
boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your
girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for
the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward
to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is
a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house
and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of
Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in
to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play
a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments around after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just
said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their first kiss with each other just as the sun
is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding to have a walk around the city. They
sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over
his face and her apple juice still in his hands.
The ambulance came and she went to the hospital
with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
He is still breathing now but God would take him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak
but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with you during all these days. Although you may
be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these all brought happiness into my life. I have
realize that you are a really cute girl and
blamed myself for never taken the time to
knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for,
but I just wish that we can extend the day. I
want to be your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me all
the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't
leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart
stopped beating. It was 100 days.

NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return

cute tong story na toh..

2005-03-05T06:18:00.000-08:00

Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told
a Single soul.

Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she
would never have a chance with him. Billy asked
his friends what they think of her and his friends
thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So
Billy just went along with them. They all made fun
of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so
upset.

One day they followed her home from school
making fun of her the whole way home. Once she
got inside her house she dropped to the floor
cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade.
She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home
he felt real bad about what he had done. So he
decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was
sorry and that he really loves her.

When he got there he knocked on the door no one
answered.

The door was open so he walked in. He walked into
the living room and found Katie lying dead on the
floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set .
He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And
now he could never tell her how he really felt.

The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the
last minute to tell someone how you really feel.
Because it just might be too late. And don't always
go by what your friends say, follow your heart

ive learned

2005-02-28T01:52:00.000-08:00

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

a day today..

2005-02-27T06:13:00.000-08:00

ummmm..mah parents are out today..they go to the airport to fetch mah bro...
he'll arrive tonight wid his girlfrend and her future sister-in-law..hehe..
they are from beijing china..hehe...im excited to see mah pasalubong..lol..
i know mah bro wont forgot it coz im her fave. sister..hehe..you know i rili want ate Sheng for mah big bro...coz she's every man would want for..a very beautiful girl in and out...But as they say "nobody's perfect"..coz the thing is we have different religion..and thats make me sad..coz i rili want both of them together forever..hehe...for me ate sheng is a perfect woman for ma big bro...she's really kind...that's y the first tym i met her..we get closer to each other...i hope that as soon as posible she'll be converted to inc..so,that they can be together...without worrying anyting...

its hard to move on..

2005-02-25T23:03:00.000-08:00

its hard to move on ryt...
but olweiz remmember this..

Moving on shud not be a risk but a challenge.
It's when u allow urself to be imprisoned in da
clutches of dis foolish desire dat will stand da
risk of falling too deep, where u may nver be
able 2 get back and start over again.. There
will come a time when we will have to give up
someone, evn if we love dat person so mch. A tym
wen we will have 2 set aside our feelings and
let our minds and not our hearts decide 4 us..
It is often hard to forget someone we love
because, deep inside, it's da last thing dat we
wnt to do. It's easy to say it's all over but
it's always difficult to let go of something
precious to us. When someone becomes a part of
us dat person gets a little piece of our heart.
When she goes, she leaves a void in our life dat
is never easy 2 fill. That is da reason i'ts
always painful to let go of our feelings 4
someone special. If u want to move on den u
leave da past behind. You have to simply accept
dat. If u keep hoping 4 things dat cud hav been
den u will be a prisoner of your own dreams. you
will nevr find true hapiness because u are
detached from reality.. Love is a game.
Sometimes we miss and get hurt but dat doesn't
hav to keep us from taking a chance again. Never
get tired of trying because sometimes, in dis
game da real winners are not those who get what
they want but those who know how 2 give up what
they want and those who know when to stop
wanting......

its true..

2005-02-25T22:59:00.000-08:00

totoo toh..coz now nung nwla ung
bstfrend cong importante skin..
dun ko lng tlga nrialize kung gno sha kaimportante..
coz i was rili hurt of wat she have done,
the proof that she's not mine anymore...that she has a new life now...
bcoz she picked sum1 over me...in d tym i nid her most..

To realize:
The value of a sister
Ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the
Olympics.

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share
it with someone
special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

ol about love..

2005-02-25T22:44:00.000-08:00

BAKIT TAYO NAGMAMAHAL?!
marami kyong mare2alyz d2, pagtyagaan nyo lang
bsahin. ung mga nkbsa n,
nkarelate..eh kyO?! :)

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk to?
someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?

ALALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal?
would you still love him/her?
would you still continue to care for that
person?

bakit naman hinde?

you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng
alalay,
magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,
taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,
or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out...

if thats what you think about love well sorry
ang BABAW mo!

loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria
na dapat maganda o guwapo,
dapat mabait or understanding,
kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of
accepting dat person
kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo
kasya pag puno ang jeep!
kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay
sapakin mo sa inis!
yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada
pinagseselosan..
badtrip diba?
and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga!
o kahit ano pang things
that would turn you off...

hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase
gusto mong magtagal
pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat...

ACCEPTING the real person fully

kase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need
to find answers
kung bakit mo sya mahal...
kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept
that person
magbago man sya in the middle of your
relationship
hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating
din yun..
tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...

mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil
wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na
MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything
return...

then you can say wow un pla ang

LOVE!

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.
It means you've decided to see beyond the
imperfections....

======
Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly
Endlessly [B4-4]

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang
napakalaking
oxymoron. Lahat ng
pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at
totoo
pa rin.

Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.

Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo
naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason.
Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit
magmahal. Pero okey lang.
Leche, ano ba talaga?!

May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only
for
stupid people."
Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero
dumating ang
panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun,
tanga
na siya ngayon.
Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging
oxymoron
din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.

Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig.
Lahat
ng bagay
nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang
mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang
pakialam,
nagiging Mother
Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang
malulungkot,
sumasaya.

Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya
sa
mga taong ayaw na
talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung
gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang
ang
magic words na
"Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na
siya.
Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.

Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng
ibang tao, ang galing
galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung
pinag-uusapan parang
nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali
dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring
tama?

Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong
tinamaan
ng madugong pana ng
pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala.
Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko
mamatay. Now na!"

At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng
mga
taong alam naman
nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa
rin
sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na
yung puso nila,
siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan.
Siya! "Bakit
niya 'ko
sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader
yon,
at pagbabagsak ng
pinto.

Hayop talaga.

Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga
bagay
na nakakatawa 'pag
pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses
ko na
kasi siya nakasalubong
kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko.

Pero wala pa rin akong alam.

Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang
katotohanang kapag gusto
magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng
ari-arian mo dahil
siguradong ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?

Nakakaiyak.

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding
through the night. They

loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."

Boy: "No, it's so fun.."

Girl: "please..it's so scary.."

Boy: "Then say that you love me.."

Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"

Boy: "Give me a big hug.."

The girl gave him a big hug.

Girl: "Now can you slow down?"

Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on?
It's uncomfortable and its bothering me while i
drive."

The next day, there was a story in the
newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a
building because its
brakes were broken. There were two people on the
motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had
survived......

The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He
didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew
that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she
loved him, got a hug from
her, put his helmet on her so that she can live,
and died himself...

goodbye..

2005-02-24T19:49:00.000-08:00

what's real with goodbye?

Goodbye is said not just to let the person know
that you are going away, it means the whole thing.
Maybe, that goodbye means a LIFETIME. but, that
fading person might come back... that's what we
think.

But, as we realize, life is not clear. Paths are
different.A person saying goodbye is REAL...
maybe someday, somehow, you could even meet
each other. But goodbye is painful, and it hurts,
Maybe not on the part of the remaining friends, but
actually, on the part of the person that is saying
goodbye.

Goodbye is said so easy... yet it's short. Guess
what it really means??

1. I'll surelymiss you.
2. Take Care
3. See ya someday
4.God Bless
5.i love u

this is a hint... when someone said goodbye to
you, and he/she smiled,that really meant crying.

"Pagmamahal"

2005-02-19T21:20:00.000-08:00

AnG pAgiBig!!! O LovE
"parang nakakapit sa patalim, nagdudugo na ang
kamay mo, hindi ka pa
rin bumibitaw..."

totoo nga naman diba? lalo na pag
nagpapakamartyr ka... kahit gaano
kahirap,
kahit gaano KASAKIT, kapit ka lang ng
mahigpit... palalim ng palalim
ang sugat,
pahigpit ng pahigpit ang hawak mo sa kutsilyo...
sa isip mo kasi "mahal
ko siya...
kailangan maging malakas ako para
sa kanya... ipaglalaban ko to..."

ang tanong diyan eh...

GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA IPAGLABAN
MO?

GUSTO BA NUNG TAONG YON NA MAGING
MALAKAS KA
PARA SA KANYA?

higit sa lahat... ALAM BA NIYA?!!

yan ang hirap sa ganyan eh... kapag wala ka na
ibang nakikita kundi
yung taong yun,
yung taong yun at yung nararamdaman mo para sa
kanya... yun kasi ang bumubulag sayo eh... yung
mentalidad na pag nakuha mo siya,
makukumpleto
ang buhay mo...
pagminahal mo siya ng lubos, matututunan ka rin
niyang mahalin... basta
maiparamdam mo, may pagasa...

EH PANO NGA KUNG WALA? pano nga kung
hindi ka
naman niya talaga kayang
mahalin?
pano kung niloloko mo lang pala ang sarili mo?
aba siyempre, hindi
mo
makikita yun... "mahal" mo eh... kaya kung ano
lang ang gusto mo
makita, yun lang...

kapag magkasama kayo at nakikita mo siyang
ngumingiti at masaya,
iniisip mo agad dahil magkasama kayo... yun pala
within eye's view lang
yung totoong gusto niya kaya ganun...

o kaya kapag nilalapitan ka niya para magtanong,
tuwang tuwa ka
kasi ikaw ang una niyang nilapitan... yun pala
katabi mo lang yung
gusto niya kaya sinasamantala niya yung
pagkakataon...

kapag nagkasakit ka at tumawag siya o nagtext
para mangamusta,
halos gumaling ka na in a second sa sobrang
tuwa...
nagaalala lang pala siya kasi KAIBIGAN ka niya...

KAIBIGAN KA LANG NIYA...

haay...

ipaglaban mo p're, KUNG NARARAPAT... hindi
naman
masamang
ipaglaban eh, kung mahal mo ba naman siya, at
mahal ka rin niya
eh di why not?

di sapat na MAHAL MO... sa ganyang
pagkakataon,
mas importanteng MAHAL
KA
RIN...

dahil kung hindi ka naman niya mahal, panu na
yun?
nagpipitik bulag ka na nga, magisa pa...

nagmuka ka lang
TANGA...

i miss mah blog!!!

2005-02-18T22:40:00.000-08:00

oh...how i miss mah blog...
tagal co dng d nkpgsulat dito coz
im busy doin some other stuff..hay..
atlas im here again..writin what i wnt and what i feel..
and for you out there,if you dont want what im writin ryt now..
juz mind ur own business coz i dont care..

ummmmm..juz wanna share somthin...
Last friday, mia and I went mwid mah ex haws..
kxe sbe nia smin..wla daw tao dun...e sakto nmn n wla
kming mpunthan ni mia..tska xe gus2 nming ma2log den naicp ni mia
na malamig dun s kwarto nung ex co tska malaki xe rum nun..
tpos wla pa daw iistorbo smin...e tutal frnds nmn kmi nun..
kya sbe co..cge punta kme dun..
pagpunta nmin dun..we thought wla ngang tao dun but den pgpsok nmin..
sobwang dme ng tao..andun ung bestfrend co n on n ngaun ng ex co..
andun den ung barkada nung ex co...grabe..nbd-3p nga aco ee...as in ng-aya
na acong umuwe..e wla n dn nmn acong mgwa xe andun n kya cge stay lng kme sndli..
hay..bsta...nbadtrip aco..hmmph...pro its ok..
atlis nkita co ulit ung ex co after a long long tym..
eniweiz namiss co din nmn tlga sha...pro nbadtrip p din aco noh..
eion lng...xe dame pa co gwa ee...i'll share nxt tym...

wla lng..wla mgawa ee..

2005-02-06T14:22:00.000-08:00

1. How many times have you fallen inlove?--> ewan..
2. Did they love you back? --> uhm..no comment
3. When you fall out of love, do you easily give up and get out of the relationship ? --> nah..il think of it first a thousnd times..
4. Who made you laugh most? (sa mahal m ha)--> c jhaycee..
5. Cry most? --> sha dn..xe sha ung pnkmatagl cong mnhal...
6. Spend most? --> dunno..
7. The one you can never 4get. --> ewn..c m.a xe sha ung pnka-ngpagulo ng buhay co..
8. Did ya ever love someone that didnt become your bf or gf? -->yuh...
9. Have you ever cried for a girl/boy? --> yeh..
10. Willing to give up something for the one you love? --> yuh.
11. Willing to fight for the one you love? --> yuh. of course..
12. Fell in love with someone taken? --> yuh..
13. Thought u'd never love again because you were hurt by someone you really love?yuh..it happns..
14. Do you fall inlove and get infatuated easily? --> yup..lalo n kung talented tska cute..
15. Ryt now, who are you thinking of? --> uhm..sha!!
16. What do you usually fight 4? --> uhm.ewan ko.
17. Is someone special makin you happy now? --> baka...
18. Or makin you sad? --> yep..
19. Craziest thing ever done with a crush: --> ckret.. hehe.
20. Most romantic thing happened between you and your crush.-->no nga ba??lhat..hehe
21. Have you ever loved unconditionally? --> yuh.
22. Are you liberated or conservative?--> liberated. haha. joke CONSERVATIVE ako.
23. Ryt now, are u inlove with someone? --> definitely yes..
24. Is she/he inlove with u 2? --> ewan...tingin co HINDI..
25. Hu do u prioritize first... friends or gf/bf? -->dte bf..pro ngaun lm co n kung ano mas mhalaga...hehe..iv learned my lessons..

im feelin soo happy..

2005-01-28T05:46:00.000-08:00

Ang saya ngaun kxe sa classrum ngkaron kme ng open forum den ayun..lhat ng smaan ng loob s bwat isa nilabas na..bgo nga ng-open forum..ngkaaway-away muna kme ee...eion..pro msya kme ngeon kxe naayos n ung gulo s rum..hay...wla lng..just wanna say sori n din s mga clasmeyt co n ngwan co ng msma...lm co nmn xe na d aco perpekto ee..ummmm..tnx din s lhat ng clasmeyt co xe ang babait nila..eion tska sna sa mon. ung png-uspn nting kakain tyong sbay2x sa lunch matupad huh??hehe..tska sana past is past na..dapat bgong Palmyra na tyong lhat..hehe..Tpos e2 pa ung msya nkasma ung rum nmen sa Mathscile jingle sa skul...en sbi nung isang judge kme daw ung first nila..eniweiz kun cno mn ung first okei lng..xe back 2 zero nmn lhat sa finals ee...hehe...ang saya xe 1st tym nmng ngkaisa ng buong rum...eion..

Tsaka pla may ngpalungkot at ngpagalit skin...knina..nakkaasr tlga sobwa..
C Mon kxe tsaka c M.a...glit aco s knila...eniweiz..mwla mn glt co s knila o mpatawad co mn cla..hndi co n rin cla matuturing n kaibgan...now i know ung mga ugali nila...gnon pla un..lalo n ky mon...ilang yrs. kming mgbestfrend tpos gnon pala sha..nkakaasr..tama pla ung parents co n ngkamali ako ng pagpili ng kaibign..Okei il start na nga...gn2 kxe un dte cguro mga december n nun nahuli c mon ng mama nia n wala s kwarto nia..den her mom called me..sbe co hnde co lm kung nsan c mon tska wla me alam...Nung tym n un pnroblema co sha ng sobwa..As in kulang n lng pumunta cong makati pra sunduin sha..tpos kinbuksn nun..gus2 ulit acong kauspin ng mom nia..Nung ng-usp kme nung mom nia ksma co c judy..ang daming cnbe ng mom nia pro never cong cnumbong n gabe2x tumataks sha s knila...lhat nga ng pagtatakip gnwa co pra s knya ee..xe lm ko aco rin ung mppsma s parents nia kpag inamin co n lgi shang 2mtaks..e khit nmn dco cnbe sa mama nia n gabe2x umaalis sha...nlamn pa ren ng mama ni.. pro hello??nmn xe...d nmn gnon katanga ung mama nia pra maniwla s dhilan nia xe lhat nmn bnbgay ng mom nia s knya tsaka cra daw xe ung screen n mlpit s pintuan e tatlo lng nmn daw cla s haws,..e nung nahuli sha shempre lalo ng malalamn ng parents nia n gbe2x nga umaalis sha..tsaka na sha ung ngcra nun...Tpos ngaun after 1 month ssbhin ng M.a n yan n aco daw ung ngsumbong s mom ni mon...e cra pla sha ee..ako n nga ung ngtakip ako pa ung ngsumbong tpos aco pa msma..ikaw n ung gmgwa ng lhat ng paraan pra mapabuti lng ung best mo..ikw pa msma...nkakaasr tlga..tpos ung mgling cong bestfrend daw n kinausp co knina para iexplain n hnde tlaga co un xe yaw cong mcra s knya..hndi aco pinakinggn tpos parang aco tlga ung mga gawa...nkakaasr sobra s tnagal-tagl ng pgkakaibgan nmn gaganunin pa nia co..Now, i know kung cno at ano tlagang klaseng tao ung tinuring cong bestfrend for almost 13 yrs..Tpos nung kinausp sya nila Mia ssbhin nia na wla nmn daw tlgang ngsbe n hinuhuli lng nila co...God..anung huhulihin nila e wla nmn tlga cong cnbe s mom nia..Betsfrend co sha tpos all along pla pinag-iicpan niya co ng masama...anong klaseng kaibgan sha...kala co b kilala n nia co..grrrrr...nakakapangigil tlga..Mgsma cla ng On nia noh...After nung pngsmhan nmn gagan2hin lng niya...bhala sha..Wag n wag n niya cong lalapitn khit kailan...kahit ano png prob. nia xe dco lng sha papancinin...

FRom now on xe hndi co n sha tinuturing n bestfrend khit kaibgan o kahit kakilala...wla n kong kilalang MOn,,,tska shempre c m.a n sumira ng mgndang pagkakaibgn nmn..Wla ncong klalang MOn and M.a...Mgsma n cla..D hell i care..Ptawarin co mn kayo never in my lyf na ituturing co ulit kyong kaibgan..dhil ung gnwa nio sken is d worst n gnwa skin ng isng tao s buong buhay co..

Tska last messge co seio mon sobwang nsktn mo ko....after ng laht ng pagtitiis co..s lhat ng skit na nfifil co,,bnbliwla co lng un lhat dhil lng seio..Mahl kita kxe bestfrend kita kya lhat ng kaya kong ibgay at gwin gnwa co n..tpos e2 pa pla ung kaplit..Lht ng pagpapraya gnwa ko pra lng syo at alm mo un..dmdating pa nga s point na srili cong fillings kinkalabn co..ikaw lge inuuna co...khit sobwang nssktn n ko s pgpaparayng gngwa co..okei lng kxe nga best kita..Everytym n nssktn mo ko s mga cnsbe mo...s mga words n hnde mo cnsdyang sbhin..lhat un pnpagpasenshahan co lng..Pati nga parents co ngwa cong kalabanin dhil sayo ee..lagi ktng pngtatanggol s knila...Pg my prob. ka nmn nver ktang pnbayaan lage acong nanjan s tbe mo...Lahat okei lng skin...pro e2,..dko n ata kyang m-take..tma na...ayoko na...Tignan moo nga sn mkkhanap ng bestfrend uli n kyang gwin lhat ng gnwa co seio..sna maicp mo un at kung maicip mo man..sorry pro huli na..tama n ung lhat ng gnwa co..wla ng kasunod un...coz tintpos co ng lhat ng pagkakaibgan nten..im sorry den kung may msma mn acong ngwa..

my mom and I..

2005-01-24T23:00:00.000-08:00

Im very happy today..
because eventhough I have done many
bad things to my parents
especially to my mom
they always understand me..
Oohh, I feel their love for me..

this afternoon my mom and I had cooked spaghetti..
one of my favorite food..
my mom really know what makes me happy..

then after she have done her work..
we went to the mall with my dad and my little sister..
We where so happy...
My parents bought me the one that i like to buy..
i was so happy..i thank them so much...

it seems that there's nothing happen
between me and my mom...
It seems that I dont do anything to them..
and i love them for being like that...

They're the most understanding,lovable,kind,nice parents in the world..
And of course, I love them so much..
There's nothing in the world,
who can give the same amount of love that they can give to us..
especially for me..
beacause after all that I have done
after I picked someone else before them
They are still there understanding and loving me
the best that they can,..no one else can do
what they can do for me..I was so thankful
I have them..
My Family are really the greatest thing
that God ever gave me...

what kind of girlfrend daw aco??hehe

2005-01-23T13:29:00.000-08:00

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

flirt daw aco?!

2005-01-22T01:23:00.000-08:00

You are 40% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

finding love..

2005-01-20T15:39:00.000-08:00

Life is the process of finding love
Every person will need to find
four people in their life

The first person is yourself

The second person is the one you love most

The third person is the one who loves you most

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most,
and learn how love feels;
Because you know how love feels,
so you can find the person who loves you most;
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved,
you will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you,
to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life,
these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most, doesn't love you;
The one who loves you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with,
is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most.
He is just the person who happens to be
at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's lives?
In the world so big,
which person have you found so far?
And who has found you?

dco lm title....hehe

2005-01-19T15:31:00.000-08:00

Why is it dat im olweiz hurt
by the one i love? and
Why is it dat i olweiz hurt d
one hu loves me??or...

should i ask
Why is it that i olweiz love
d one hu love sum1else and
y is it that i dont love the
one hu loves me...

confused, am I
I thought im hapi
but what i saw yesterday
hurts me a lot
thinking dat i can
never go on...

Loving u make me sick
coz everytym ur wid her
it makes me weak
coz in my life
ur my greatest fear...

Here I am again
loving u the best dat i can
hoping dat u'll know i exist
knowing the fact
dat ur madly in love wid her
hurting myself once more...

How I wish
i could feel d love
dat she can feel
for i have fell 4 u
a long time ago...

when dat tym cames
i know im ready
to give mah life to god
coz when he gave u to me
he have just gave me my lyf...
en dats nothing but u...

A letter to the one that god has prepared foe meeh..

2005-01-18T13:27:00.000-08:00

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me.

If, like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.

Sometimes, I ask myself if I have ever really known “love”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person… and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is! You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I’ll be drawn to you by your smile, your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and my heart, I know that you are worth all that pains and sacrifices. After all, the tears have a party of life, slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not just in its truest sense, but just perfect for YOU!

I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well and if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here, patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other, I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look out my windows and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I’d utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to heavens, thinking that in time, they’d reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on my way and that you are longing to see me as well. When I finally fall asleep, you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold onto you. Long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality. Once again, I am assured that you are worth the wait. By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life- and I would be very thankful they all led me to you! In the meantime, take care of yourself for me, Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid of getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose, lead to me.

wherever you are...

2005-01-16T22:36:00.000-08:00

I love to see the ocean's beauty
And the moon that shines above
Alone in the sand lookin at the stars
Wishing someday I would find true love

Wouldn't be nice to see the morning
With the one you love the most
Wouldn't be nice to say goodnight
To the one you hold so close
To your heart, to your heart

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to sit in fields of green
Looking deeply thru the sky
Watching birds as they flap by
Hoping someday faith will bring me true love

Wouldn't be nice to hold someone
So dear, n near your heart
Wouldn't be nice to hear those words
I love you, from the one
That you love, that you love

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to see myself one day
In the arms of someone
Who will share her life with me
Selflessly, someday you will find your way,
To me

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are, Wherever you are

hmmmmmmp...badtrip...

2005-01-16T14:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday,we went to my cousin's wedding....there i meet my other cousins whom i dont met before...hehe..coz where not that close to our relatives in my mother's side..for that first time we met we became very close..especially wid my cousins from california..hmmmph...asr nga ee..nhirapan me mg-english dun no..pnka-close co c kuya harold..coz ung closeness nmn prang as in magkapatid kame...sa knya co nfil tlga ung brotherly love..hay..how i miss him...tpos kgbe ngkasundo kme nagigimik ngeon..punta kme dpt dun ng 7...kaasr nga kxe gus2 co sna ule mksma c kuya harold tpos e2ng bwisit cong kuya hnde aco sinundo...mining iniwan nia c0...hmmmph..kxe sobrng protective ng kuya cong un...ksma co na nga sha..ala nga nmng gumwa pa c0 ng bad..sa makati kxe kme gigimik..e bka daw may makita pa ac0ng iba...bsta un n un...ayw kxe nila me pnpapapunta ng makati ee...asr tlga...as if nmng mkikipgkita aco e ksma co sha....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......badtrip...sobra......
e2 nga pla cla c kuya harold en sizzy hazel:

mah coz

la lng..nkakatouch..

2005-01-16T06:50:00.000-08:00

A girlfriend and boyfriend
sat outside her house in his car.
Just as she opened the car
door to get out he said,
"Wait, here is a note from me, don't read it until you get inside."
She took it and stuffed it in her pocket.
Then she said,
"I can't see you anymore, I'm sorry,"
and walked towards her house.
She looked back
at his car as a monster truck hit it,
and he was killed instantly.
She pulled the note out of her pocket and read,
" I would die without you" .......

5 mos. ago..

2005-01-15T01:14:00.000-08:00

days passed and so as my life. days went on, without me noticing it. maybe its because there's a lot of things that had been going on in my mind for the past few weeks; thoughts, happenings and experiences....all made me wiser and stronger....and told me that there's more to life.....that particular phrase really rings a bell now!....i don't want to regret yet i do. not because i have loved but because i gave it to a wrong person...anyway, past is past. just let it be a lesson. though until now i wonder why i became the person i was 5 months ago....anyway, let's just leave it there....u'll never understand me.......all i can say now is ~life is wonderful!~.....let us not waste time...come and live life to the fullest....

grrRRrrr....bt gnon ka?!

2005-01-14T23:38:00.000-08:00

ryt now...i dunno wer to start coz im ful of emotions na hnde c0 maexplain..naiiyk ac0..sobwa..bt gnon?? khit anong piliin cong gwin nhihirpn at nssktan aco ...nung pinaglaban kita...sobra ac0ng ngsuffer...sobrang nhirapan...nwala skin lhat2x ng pinahahalgahan co..sobrang nsktn dhil nde tlga tyo pwede lalo na s parents coh...tnanggap co un kxe mhal tlga kita...dba nga sbe nila wen u luv sum1 let him/her go..lalo n kung dun sha mas ssya..den we go separate ways..hinyaan kta s knya coz i know ul be happy wid her..dat she can give u everythin dat i cant give..na mafifill mo s knya lhat ng love n hnde c0 kyang ipafill...i tot nung ntpos tyo..tpos n dn ung pghihirap c0..maaayos n ung buhay co.. pro bkt nde p rn nttpos??..bt kailangn png everytym na maayos n ung lyf c0..drating ka pra guluhin un..i know its not ur intention,en dat nobody wants it to happen... i also know u dont want me to suffer this but its here...nhihirapan n nmn ac0 ng dhil syo..nung unang mghiwaly tyo tiniis c0 lhat nung nfifil c0 khit sobwang skit..tpos nging thimik dn ung buhay c0 nung nkpg-move on n ko..kala co ok. n lhat...ngkaron aco ng bgo en i think nafall n co s knya..kala co maayos n tlga ung lyf co..xe ok. kme ng parents co tpos msya p co s on co.. pro bt gnon??dba mtgal n tyong wla??bt d p rn nttpos ung pghihirp co dhil syo..ok. n sna lhat ee...msya kme ng prents co,ng on co..kxe khit papano my communication kme..msya dn aco s mga brkda co ngeon kxe nkksma co n ulet cla..tpos msya dn tyo as a frends..nblik co n lhat ng nwala sken nung pinglaban kita..tpos..bt gn2 pa??bt kailngang 2mwag ka pa d2 s haws...lm mo nmng lm nila ung num. mo tska my caller id kme..at mas lalong alm mo na badshot ka d2 at bwal aco s fone..bt gnon??do u rili wana ruin mah life?!alm mo nmn ung mkksma sken db??pro bt un pa ung gnwa mo?!..ngaun lhat nang nbalik co..2luyan n namang mwwla en dats bcoz of ur bullshit call..lm mo un...nung una dhil syo kya nwala sken lhat,,tnry cong iblik lhat...dhil n nmn b syo mwwla ulit lht???huh??maawa ka nmn sken..dhil lng s gnwa mo..sobwang grounded n nmn aco...bwal n nmn s lhat...wla n nmn trust ng parents co,mwwlan kme ng communiction ng on co tpos pati brkada co mwwla n nmn..isipin mo nmn ung gnwa mO???sna maisip mo no??lm mo msya co s pagiging mgkaibgan ntin..pro kung dhil n nmn syo mwwla skin lhat..lets stop our friendship..en dont u ever col me nOR SEE ME,.,,prng lm mo un..WLA ACO S MUNDO MO..KXE WLA N TLGA CO S MUNDO MO!!!MTGAL NA....OK???HAYAAN MO N KONG MABUHAY NANG THIMIK AT MASAYA...PAGOD N KONG MSKTN AT MHIRAPN....

sese!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
This way

Run ni kitchie..

2005-01-12T21:40:00.000-08:00

[Intro:]
I lie beside a stranger and I hear blue blood running trough his vain
I really don't give a damn 'cause there is nothing in this world that can stop me now
I loved you the way I know but you fit me back right in your pleasure glove
Watch me now, don't underestimate 'cause you never ever see me run, run, run baby

[Chorus:] [2x]
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

Don't you recognize this hardened heart of mine waiting to be found
Lying on the ground, never will it grow till it make you stumble and fall
I loved you the way I know but you fit me back right in your pleasure glove
Watch me now, don't underestimate 'cause you never ever see me run, run, run baby

[Chorus:]
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

[Bridge:]
You taught me things I never dreamed to be
Now your down on your knees begging me please to spare you
How I wish I could but, darling, can't you see
It's a little bit too late...

[Chorus:]
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

[Chorus:]
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

Wag na wag mong sasabhin...

2005-01-12T21:39:00.000-08:00

May gusto ka bang sabihin?
at hindi mapakali, ni hindi makatingin
sana'y wag mo na 'tong palipasin
at subukang lutasin, sa mga sinabi mo na........

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

hindi ko man inaakala, na ako'y isang bituin na walang sasambahin
hindi ko man ito ipakita, abot langit ang daing, sa mga sinabi mo na

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
sa hindi mo nadama itong.........pag-ibig kong hanang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

[BRIDGE:]
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sayo?
At sa umaga, ang hangin na hahaplos sayo

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

50 most Romantic things...eeccky..

2005-01-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and
wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at
midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and
make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry
etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever
want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her
eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they
aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for
twodeal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss
her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's
fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a
note so that they have to look in a mirror to
read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,
go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them
you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her
about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred
secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and
remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the
same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with
him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay
together.
44. Let there never be a second during any
givenday that you aren't thinking about them,
and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign
languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks
trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and
alwaysremember to say, "Sweet dreams."

++how to control emotions++

2005-01-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

This would give you guides on how to control your emotions
towards yourbetter-half, friends, >officemates and all the people around you.......

The 4 rules of practicing "ugaling langit - ugaling kaaya-aya"..

1. Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang magalit...
Pag naunahan ka nang galit nya...tahimik ka na lang muna...

2. Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa...
Pag di kayo sumagot orpumatol...
titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag away sa inyo...

3. Ang taong galit, "Bingi".
If someone is angry...wala dawpinakikinggan.
So dont try to explain and fight back
coz di ka nya iintindihin dahil walas'yang naririnig
kundi ang sarili nya...

4. Ang taong galit..abnoy.
According sa pastor, biblical daw ito...
coz the Lord said when He was crucified...
"Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa"...
modern term for these kinds ofpeople are abnoys....
so you better not get angry para wag ka matawagna abnoy...

You should also know and realize
that the persons who make your day badare jewels...
coz you need them for you to mature...
hanggat andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo...
ibig sabihin immature ka pa din.

God will not take away those people...
its for you to take away your badfeelings towards them.
You'll know na mature ka na pag dumating
yung time na di ka na naiinis sa mga taong
ito coz you have learned to accept them and
to have patience with them...
Finally, the best part of this is to tell yourself na,
because of thisperson,
I will grow mature and that

"DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION N'YA SA MATURITY MO,
KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD.">***

++nueve daw++

2005-01-09T11:47:00.000-08:00

naks...fave. date c0 t0 date...in the past i olweiz look forward to every 9th day a month has..but now i hate it...how i wish ders no more 9th day in a month..coz in every 9th day of the month il olweiz remember that hated day of my lyf..hmmmmmph....yok0 ng maicp un..kxe naiiyak lng ac0..harhar...

iv learned frm my mistakes..im a bettr person now..

2005-01-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

if you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatest offriends!I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend, Ilove you because I do!Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me.And you can't blame me in choosing to love youas much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free."How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was nevermine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.Food for thought, think of this:Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of allthe pain?Will you keep on loving him/her as he/shewhispers someone else's name?Will you?It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all. Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don'tfollow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.Love may leave your heart like shattered glass,but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall

dhoze,pra say0 t0h....

2005-01-08T15:40:00.000-08:00

It was not so long ago
when I thought
I'd never meet someone like you.

Wrong was I,
thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought
no one would melt a heart like mine,
a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice
but to accept my fate.

I could dream,
I suppose forever,
I could hope there will never be any 'us',
that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you are through.
I lied not because I wanted to but
because I love you
and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever

2005-01-07T21:17:00.000-08:00

wla lng...wasted...

a special qoute 4 me

2005-01-06T13:59:00.000-08:00

we usually hear d qoute:
"which is harder to do, letting d one you love loves you or loving d one hu loves u...both hard ayt? but the harder is when your now falling to the one hu loves u and the one u love is also starting to fall 4 u?"
dats wat hapening 2 me ayt now..and i dunno wat 2 d0..can sumbody help me??!!

Move 0n

2004-10-24T02:57:00.000-07:00

sumbody gave me a poem..
it goes like this:

say goodbye to all the pains you hide
you wont need the,put them aside
Take a step and carry on
remember to look,
but dont forget to move on

wipe your tears away,put a smile
for another day
you've cried enough
everything will be okay;
Go out from the dark & be strong
Hide no more you must move on..

leave all your worries & troubles behind
There's so much happiness out there
You should find;
Dont waste your time keeping yourself alone
Seek for helping hand & move on..

Do not be afraid of the road ahead of u
Set a goal to see u through;
What uve lost will come back its nver gone
Find ur happiness go on!move on!!

NOthings to difficult to wat youve seen through
Trials are a part of life that makes u a bettr person,
s0,whenever u feel that problems
Just keep c0ming along
Be wiling to stumble,But never forget to move on....

lost smile..dhoze c0..

2004-10-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

hmmmph...keln kya ac0 ulet mgiging msaya?!nde xe ac0 msya ngaun ee..at nmimiss c0 n ung smile c0..but i kn0w u w0nt agree c0z u always see me smile & laugh if im wid my frends but for me the smile that u can see is differnt from the smile & happiness dat rili came from the heart...ung saya na ksma ung puso..ung bang may galak sa puso mo...lalim...keln c0 kya ule mafifil un?!....How i wish sooner or later someone will come to bring back the smile that i have lost once...

hehe..inlove..bgay 2 sken b4 ni...secwet

2004-10-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

The day that i met you girl
I knew that we had something
going on
I didn't know if it was love
But i knew that we were going to
keep going on
We started dating and we had fun
When your dad got home, and i
started to run
Fun Times and Funny Times,we
always laughed
Sad Times, we were sad
When you laughed, i laughed
you cried, i cried
you were mad, i was mad
Because no matter what
We'll always ride together and die
together
Best couple forever
You had my back, and i had your
back
I love you babygirl and its going to
be like that........FOREVER.
People say it takes time to find your
true love
Well i found this in a short period of
time and im madly in love with you

baby t0h...

2004-05-15T01:42:00.000-07:00

For you I give a lifetime of stablility,
anything you want of me, nothing is impossible
For you there are no words or ways to show my love
or all the thoughts I'm thinking of

'Cause this life is no good alone
since we've become one I've made a change
Everything I do now makes sense,
all roads end, all I do is for you

For you I share the cup of love that overflows
and anyone who knows us knows that I
would change all faults I have
For you there is no low or high or in between

of my heart that you haven't seen
'Cause I share all I have and am,
nothing I've said is hard to understand
And all I feel I feel deeper still
and always will all this love is for you

Every note that I play, every word I might say,
every melody I feel
Are only for you and your appeal
Every page that I write,
everyday of my life would not be filled without the things
That my love for you now brings

For you I'd make a promise of fidelity,
now and for eternity
No one could replace this vow
For you I'd take your hand and heart

and everything and add to them a wedding ring
'Cause this life is no good alone,
since we've become one you're all I know
And if this feeling should leave I'd die and here's why
All I am is for you

Everything I do now makes sense, all roads end and all I do...
Is for you

only for you